I've got a boot coming my way this week as well. My last day of employment is this Thursday. I am a mixed bag of emotions and thoughts as it relates to this, how would you say, 'event.' Here's a sampling:
- Confidence: I know this is going to work out. Please do not confuse this with arrogance. I know I am not doing this on my own.
- Nervousness: When I think about the practical issues associated with this lay-off and the realities of a tough economy, my practical side is a tad, well, nervous.
- Exhaustion: I'm not sleeping particularly well. My practical mind goes into overdrive at night. This is not good. What is good? Tylenol PM. It's starting to work its magic so I hope to be over this one soon.
- Peace: We are spiritually at peace about this latest twist in our lives and I find the greatest comfort in this. That peaceful feeling is fueling the confidence that I feel and makes more all the more grateful for a loving Heavenly Father. I am here to tell you He hears us, He knows us, and He cares.
What's interesting about this cavalcade of emotion, and this is only the tip of the Titanic-crushing iceberg that is the specter of unemployment, I can feel all these emotions at once. It's all very "Sybil." So here's the bottom line...I'll be very glad when my work day draws to a close this upcoming Thursday. I know I did good work and I'm proud of how I'm leaving. I'll now be able to focus 150% on the pursuit of a new job. I'll be able to start writing this new chapter of our lives.
So, it's over the edge we go. Good times.
OK, that did it. I'm praying for you now.
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